Oh man why exactly did I come back home while not bringing any study material... There is only one word for this. Shortsighted. FFX music is so good. Anyways... time to get to the topic at hand...

What is the topic at hand today?... Going to ask someone for help. (By the way, shout out to AB for actually trying to help me. I didn't really take your suggestion, but thanks for trying. And to anyone who wants to try to help me come up with topics, please please please please do.) Bah... OK time to pull one out of thin air right about... NOW! Sigh OK... drastic measures means I will now post something I posted before as a side note but now I will delve deeper into said topic. I need to get a relationship before my parents become truly impatient (and yes... somehow one of my parents ends up asking me if I have a girl yet every single time I come back. Without me even mentioning anything). This first started... probably last year. I think it was... fall quarter 2010? It might have been winter quarter. From that point on it was basically a lingering thought in my mind, and a prevalent one in theirs. Then I go to China during summer break and a lot of this is just put on hold. (Odd story, I was interning and someone asked me if I had a gf in the states. I naturally said no, and he had a look of surprise on his face. So... either he's being polite, or I have reason to be happy as I don't seem repulsive to other people? Or I'm over-thinking and pessimism is the way to go? IDK... speaking of China, I had fun there. I mean... as much fun as a guy who is illiterate can. Yeah I can't read Chinese so it's sort of hard being over there, but I can speak so... interaction isn't impossible.) Anyways... my parents went to China after I did for a week, and apparently what my dad tried doing was set me up on a date with a random person on the plane that he met..... Yeah... at that point I thought it was pretty bad... OK obviously those aren't my only motivations (doing something purely because the parents want it is something I've never really done). But yeah... it's becoming an awkward thing lol.

Bah I just realized I don't really want to delve deeper into that topic. So it's time to sidetrack myself to another mini-topic. Sigh... shit... exactly why did I say I would delve into another mini-topic after... NOT HAVING ANY IDEAS AT ALL!!!???????????????? For the record I blame the piano stuff playing behind me. I think it gets me slightly excited (totally going to be my Starcraft playing music for quite a while) and in my fervor I went too far. OK... this time I will take a suggestion from AB. I really like music that involves orchestras or the piano (or both!!!). Basically soothing music. That's not to say that I dislike everything else (I like quite a lot), but for some reason these days it has to be soothing music. Which is probably why it's become all of these Final Fantasy themes and what not. Just knowing what goes on in the game while listening to these themes is calming to me for some reason. Speaking of which... for reasons completely unknown to me, I'm trying to learn "suteki da ne", which... is in Japanese for one... and in FFX. Yeah I'm actually trying. I don't know why... I like the song and I don't care why I like it nor do I care what other people think of the fact that I like the song. That's just me.

Yeah I got in two mini topics today! After having no ideas about any topics to write about! Back to learning a song in Japanese!!! (Which, even if I manage to learn it, I will never sing to anyone but myself) YEAH!!!! OK anyways later people.