Here I was thinking that maybe I wasn't going to post anything here today. Guess that thinking wasn't exactly true. Some light conversation (with myself??? Can't really be a conversation in a blog post can there?...) before I start. I need/want (mainly want) a new poll question, but my head keeps blanking out every time I get close to asking one. Since I've been in this phase where I keep my promises, I should really be more careful about what I promise. Otherwise... I get the feeling I'll just be going back on my word repeatedly. So... Yeah... I'm still relatively truthful (in everything I say there's usually more than a shred of truth in it, but because of the nature of conversations and interactions and what not being completely truthful is somewhat akin to digging one's own grave so... not ready to take that step yet). I'm currently in DB/Walnut (I believe I said this before but my house is in this weird area where I can say either and get away with it...). I have no plans for this weekend so... I don't know why I bothered to even bring that up but... anything fun to do? Oh yeah, if you didn't know by now, I'm not the type to really say no if you have something you want me to do (has to be a legitimate request, you can't ask me to do something absurd), so... feel free to ask while I still have that personality. But don't overdo it, because I do start saying no after a million retarded requests (somehow a man with the initials BK managed to escape this fate... I must ask him one day how he did it).

So anyways... every post needs a point right? (That last statement wasn't exactly true, but posting without having any point in the post makes blogging a real drag. It explains why I had like a half year hiatus. Back then I just wrote... completely randomly and it just... was boring.) I guess I'll talk a little about conversations. Should I define it? Yeah why not? Haven't done this in a while yeah? Dictionary.com defines this word as an informal interchange of thoughts, information, etc., by spoken words. You probably have at least one every day (I'd guess most people have way more than one each day, but there have been days where I had a grand total of one conversation so... I'll just leave it at the estimate of at least one each day). It really is the basis for survival. It's quite easy for some and quite hard for others. Anyone want to take a random guess as to which one it is for me? If you guessed easy, there can only be two possible reasons: 1) you don't know me at all or 2) you only talk to me once I've consumed one too many alcoholic drinks and can't really shut up. Well, there are various reasons why conversations are hard for me. The most obvious ones are I'm an introvert, shy (according to so many people that I can't even deny this if I wanted to... not like I ever wanted to), and somewhat socially awkward. Another reason, one that has been slowly creeping up that list of reasons recently, is that my hearing seems to be deteriorating. People who talk to me enough will see it. There are a lot of times where I can't hear something that's perfectly audible. I can't really explain it either. It's like selective hearing, except I'm not intentionally choosing not to hear you. I just can't at some points and I don't know why (one plausible explanation is that the 70-year old man inside me is finally waking up and taking over at the tender young age of 21 LOLOL0). But trust me, I do try in conversations. I'm just... not naturally gifted in that area. It's the price you pay for spending your childhood in front of a computer playing games that can be describes in no more than two letters and a number. Um... this is one of those times where I would promise to get better at conversations but... it's a blog so... I can't ascertain who exactly I'm promising and thus, it makes it kind of hard to keep such a promise (and a man who can't keep a promise is... well it shouldn't happen). This means that I have to start talking to more people and... if you readers want, you can feel free to talk to me more (I won't bite... I just might hurt your feelings with my bluntness LLOLLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL jk). OK let's close this out with light talk. And no more of that P.S. stuff. I actually don't like typing P.S.

Final Fantasies really have a way of grabbing hold of me. I'm really starting to get into 13 now... Facebook still remains a complete mystery to me. To say that I know how to use Facebook is just a lie. I'm not caught up with the times. I was actually going to sleep earlier than two, but this post took a lot longer than I thought so I guess that isn't going to happen. I can't believe that I've managed to keep anonymity for the most part while referring to other people. I was so sure when I started way back then that I would slip up and mention someone's full name rather than their initials, but I don't think it's happened yet. Speaking of which... I currently know 3 AC's... so... thankfully they're all quite different so I don't think they'll ever be in the same blog post but... wow I hope that doesn't happen. That would be confusing to everyone..... I might as well do some shout outs here since... I have the power! (lol I honestly laughed at myself for that last line) OK shout outs to SS (my roommate so he gets first on the list), AB and NC (people I live with), WC (not the game, live with him, pretty sure he doesn't read this, still not going to tell him of it's existence), all 3 AC's (you know what's funny, even if I forget that there's actually 5 AC's, they wouldn't know so I would be able to get away with this), JC (got me into this), BK (could be Burger King could not be Burger King the world will never know), the man on Tiverton (sorry no definitive idea on who that is), and... ah... lot of C's around... hmm... if I missed you remind me some time LOL. Sorry my memory sucks. Damn that was long. Sorry you have to read all of that (not really... you could have just skimmed and missed all the good stuff, or bad stuff... depending on your interests)..... Later!