I'm sitting in my room. I'm bored, looking over someone's personal statement for grammatical errors, listening to a random playlist I made, and chatting with whoever will respond to me (that's so sad now that I read it back). So I start thinking to myself. What exactly can I do to overcome this? There are quite a few choices, but here are a few: expand the amount of people I'm chatting to (this idea doesn't work well for a person like me who would get an F in a casual conversation class), play games (nah...), read, watch TV, or blog. Guess which one I chose?

So since (by assumption) no one really reads this site anymore (for obvious reasons, one being I stopped posting anything for 4-6 months LOL), I feel like I can be more free with what I write. So maybe I should attempt to do just that. Not that it's easy for me. I should explain. I'm not the most outgoing type. There are various reasons for this. One of them is that I don't like it when people know a lot about me. I guess the overused thing to say is that I don't really let anyone in. Well... I suppose it's true. Being honest here, I'm not the biggest fan of myself. So... my personality is built around that belief. I mean I'll hang out with people and what not, but the most I do with people is joke around with them. I don't like serious stuff, because that requires a property of reciprocity, and that's not something I like doing.

You might ask why I'm attempting this. I guess you could say self-exploration has become a big thing for me. I lie to myself a lot, and I need to get through that somehow. Lying to yourself is easy. But there's always a part of you that won't believe that lie. I need to somehow stop lying to myself. And hey, I'm all about sticking by myself. So... on a blog that no one reads, it would be a perfect tool for me to come clean. Maybe I'll get a stray traveler on this blog every now and then, but it's just good knowing that they'll be someone who cares about me enough to stomach my pitiful writing style.

Well... I've been out of character long enough. It's time to get back in character. LOLOL THUNDER UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKC!!!!!!!!!

OK later.