I'm losing socks left and right LOLOL! Seriously though I have 4 and a half pairs of socks here...Well whatever, I guess I'll just have to do midweek laundry :(... Damn...

A few things have changed from summer. For one thing, I sleep infinitely worse now. I don't k now the reason, but it probably has to do with the fact that I have stuff to do so my brain knows it, which causes it to remind my body constantly, which then cuts off any semblance of peaceful sleep. It's quite troublesome, but I get the feeling it's something I'll have to deal with for the rest of my life anyways so I might as well take these next few years to get used to it. Manga has taken somewhat of a backseat in the entertainment section of my life. I'm not constantly reading and re-reading every single manga I can. Most of it is because of school work or life interfering or whatever, but it's too bad. I miss those carefree days reading a million pages of manga per week. I'm also starting to realize how easy it is to irritate me. Seems like everything irritates me in some way. This is where I would usually say that I would change, but if something irritates me there's probably a reason for it and it wouldn't be that easy to change it without figuring out the reason. One of those things. Meh.

Let's see... what else?... Well... just so no one is surprised in case I ever slip up and say it out of the blue, my dad was in the hospital last week for most of the week. It made me realize one thing. I don't really know "feelings" that well... I want to say that I worried, but I keep getting that nagging feeling that I wasn't really worried. I doubt that but... maybe?... Or maybe I just don't know what it means to be worried. I did feel uneasy the whole time (and my mind kept throwing me horrid thoughts during basically the whole week), but... sigh lol... I know I'm relieved that he's fine now. It definitely helps knowing you don't have to worry about something like that after worrying about it.

I really want a new computer so I can play games more efficiently. I still play games with my current laptop, but the lag is really bad most of the time so I end up watching a slideshow of me losing. Shit... I totally forgot that I have homework to do while I was posting this. OK time to go back to homework and I just have one more thing to say. I did post before a week! So that means I'm picking up pace and you should be visiting more!!! (Lol ignore that last sentence that's just me begging for attention... which means that's just me being stupid.)