Hmm... said I wouldn't post today and ended up doing it. Guess I wanted to? I did nothing yet again today. Well... if only that were a surprising fact I'd feel slightly better. Ug... well I did cook quite a lot of vegetables today. OK... not a lot. I need to eat them faster otherwise they'll just die on me before I can eat them. Damn it. What else?... Wow this is really hard when life is uneventful lol. I envy those other bloggers who manage to put stuff up everyday just because they can. Damn... They good. They real good. Oh I did read a little and do a little homework so... not the most unproductive day ever. I can't think of anything else really. I haven't cleaned in a while just because... I guess I'm getting slightly lazier as time goes on... Well... it's just that every time I clean it gets dirty like the day after. That's something of a morale buster. It's probably what has made me so lazy. It's either that or I'm just lazy (I wouldn't rule out that possibility. I really wouldn't). Actually... I really should at least vacuum. It makes me feel better on the inside so perhaps that isn't too bad a thing to do. Speaking of which, half a week has basically passed already. Time really flies these days. It never seems to slow down, unfortunately (of course).

I just had a thought cross my mind. It will only be about 4 months (I think? I'm not sure about the details about this one) till my 21st year is complete. And you know what... I have no idea what I have done with those 21 years. Like... I really don't know (Oh what a surprise. What else don't I know?). Who knows. I guess I'll do a little past searching? When I was about to turn 18 I thought to myself "all right, it's time for some stuff to start happening and I'm going to make sure it does". Then 18 passes by and... unexpectedly... nothing happens (I did get a rejection letter but... I'm not sure that's a good thing LOL. Then again... I did land at UCLA because of it... but that still doesn't make me sure if anything good came out of it. I'll elaborate on that to whoever decides to ask me... yeah don't really feel like typing it out here). It was probably from that time on that I stopped really caring about birthdays (I also started feeling old at that time, so it became a big reason why birthdays feel like absolutely nothing but misery for me. Yeah... though I'll be pretty happy when I turn 40. Because then I'll finally be acting my age!!!!!). Of course, being who I am, I haven't really done anything since that time. And I'm not really sure of how much I've grown in that time, but then again it's only been three years right? Still time to grow for me hopefully (mentally, not physically. I've given up on being 6 feet. Sigh... here come the short jokes...). Speaking of being 18, I never did go to prom either. That'll be a funny story to tell people when I'm older. Uhh yeah... high school prom... I think I did nothing that day. Fun times. Lol OK I'm surprised I squeezed this much out despite having absolutely nothing to say. I guess I'm done now. There's probably a lot more I want to say but there's something about control that I keep using when I start saying too much so let's end it here.

Oh yeah... 5 people voted on my poll. So people either completely like me (I honestly don't know what that one even means except... it's more emphatic than yes so I'm good with it.) or don't like me (and I know who voted no, or so I believe, so it's all good). Assuming no one voted twice (let me have my moment and believe people actually care OK?) then there are at least 6 people who read this blog!! (Yeah I counted myself. I clearly read what I type) I'm hoping more of you vote on my pool next time I put one up. Seriously, they let me know you people care. (wow that last statement was sad but partially true) But yeah shameless plug again. VOTE ON THE NEXT POLL!!!!!! That way I can determine my 6 or so readers and thus put my mind at ease (that last sentence was all a lie but... yeah... OK I'm clearly supposed to end it here because I'm not even making sense anymore. I'm just typing for the sake of hearing the keyboard....).