I may have asked this before so this may be a redundant post.

Is there such a thing as being too nice a guy? The answer is probably yes... after all, moderation seems to be key in nearly everything. I mean... I'm just starting to wonder lol. I think it may not be unwise for me to be a little meaner in everyday life. Otherwise it seems I may just end up doing stuff for people with absolutely 0 return. I mean... I just don't know these days. Today I literally went out to handle an errand for someone else... despite the fact that it wasn't the type of thing that would have done anything for me... besides waste my gas. Sigh... maybe I'm just being too dark... or maybe not. I don't know.

It's not like I plan to do all of this stuff. It's just that when someone asks me to do something I generally say yes if it seems like they need the help. I wonder when I got conditioned to do that... but you know what that means right? It means that sooner or later a post eerily similar to this one will appear again, and the root of the problem will be completely the same. Well... I'd love to say more, but I'm not the type to blab TOO much about my life, and especially not the non-happier parts. So yeah... I guess this time we end it here, and I go on wondering if I need to... for lack of a better phrasing, just be meaner. Otherwise, this stuff is going to keep on happening, and it may not be very beneficial to my mental health if it keeps happening LOL. Well, later... cause I do have to go now lol.