I am not going to lie. As a student, today was not my most productive day. I spent the morning doing homework (instead of going to class...), and making myself a makeshift lunch (the Chinese in me appeared. I literally just tossed everything I could find together and cooked it). Then I went to class for an hour, told myself I would go to the library to read, and went home instead... (To my credit, I did read a little at home so... I didn't completely lie to myself.) The only thing I did today that was productive (sadly, this doesn't really fall under the category of student productivity) was clean the place. I did everything. Cleared the sink of any dirty dishes. Took out the trash. Wiped the kitchen counter. Bleached the stove top. Vacuumed. And I have to say, it looked DAMN good after I finished. It gave me a very accomplished feeling. Unfortunately for me, that accomplished feeling also gave me a sense of relaxation, which I then used to play games and sleep. (SIGH................................) To my credit, tomorrow is one of those days where I have time to get on stuff so, I will get on it tomorrow.

Yeah... that was my day. If that sounded boring, don't worry. Almost everyday of my life ends up like that so I'm used to it. My roommates want to drink this week. (For the record, I hate drinking. Every time I do, I end up doing something I regret for the rest of my life. Yeah, I'm only 21 and I'm already regretting stuff for the rest of my life. How sad is that? What's worse is the stuff I regret usually ends up biting me weekly. Sigh... and I lack the spine to say no to this type of stuff. Or maybe I'm too bored to say no to this type of stuff... Whatever the reason, all I have to say to that is... sigh...)

OK another odd observation. It's really weird for me (or it has been recently anyways), that my dad literally works 3 minutes away from me. That's not the weird part. The weird part is how despite that, we never see each other or contact each other. Ever. I just thought that was weird (perhaps there should be another word I should be using rather than weird but... well... someone else fill it in for me if it's not too much trouble). OK this time I'll make a promise that I can actually follow through on. Definition of pessimism and optimism tomorrow!!! Why? I just suddenly had the urge. So yeah later. (Suteki da ne still, orchestral version)